I've shifted

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XOXO

#141 Ride

It's been awhile. I don't really know what to talk about or what i could possibly write about. My camera roll has been pretty empty. It's now pretty much about work and if i don't have work, i'll prolly spend the entire in bed watching movies or sleeping.

So i went to Zouk last saturday with my 7910 after picking Sulai up from scape from his dance prac and he made me wait at least 45 minutes before he was done. He told me he'll end at 11.30 and i reached there on the dot but i ended up watching them practice.

T___T

I kinda made a friend while i was in the toilet and i think i got too high. I can never be drunk, just really high ha ha ha

Kst joined me and my friends but i ended up going with her and her friends who offered me more drinks which made me feel really horrible right after. My head was so heavy, i left for home at 4.30am while the rest remained. Missed my Kst so much!! It was a rather good catch up i would say. 

Monday // 11.11.2013

I had lunch with my family that day and was intending to stay home for the rest of the day but i ended up going out to meet this people in the evening. It was rather impromptu but it was a great day with great company.

Thursday // 14.11.2013

Had work in the morning and afternoon 

Pardon my eye bags. It was 11pm by the time i snap this picture and i had my make up on for more than 12 hours. My bottom eyeliner smudge and made my eye bag so much more obvious than it already was. Anyone has any recommendation on any pencil liner that wouldn't smudge? I need it so badly.

Sulai and I went to catch 'Three peas in a pod' and we were mindfucked like crazy. The twist in the story was so good. I have never expected Singapore films to be so good? Props to Michelle Chong. I was so confused i couldn't stop thinking about the movie and i tried to research on what the story was about but i couldn't find anything....

& on one of the days last week....

While I was working... i saw Trav and Gabby standing behind me and laughing at me. I ended up having dinner with them at we ended up heading to Star Vista to chill, together with Syaza. 

Thankful for these people in my life ^_^

Although i'm going through a rather tough time right now, they never fail to make me happy and entertained.

(They were literally watching videos on youtube and laughing their asses off as if their father owned that place. Ha ha ha)

Friday // 15.10.2013

I didn't feel too well but i ended up going to work anyway. There were only 4 managers on shift and if i didn't turn up, i don't know what would it be like........

Since i was late for work, i ended work late but i ended up spending time in the shop and waited for Shalyn to end her shift before bringing her to watch Three peas in a pod. Yes i watched it again and this time i analyzed everything that was going on and i finally made the conclusion!! I shouldn't say what it is but if you haven't watch it, do watch it!!

Have been hanging out with the same people these past few days and they really do make me feel better. I am blessed.

Anyway, i was so lazy to carry my bag i made Sulai stuff my bag into his bag and he managed to do it!

Who else would do that right? I'm such an annoying friend/gf/sister if you know me well. Ha ha ha.

Shalyn is seriously too cute!!! I wanna stuff her in my bag and bring it home. 

If you asked me if i'm okay, i would say yes but to be honest, i am not sure of how i'm actually feeling either. Thank you all who had left me kind messages and gave me really sweet treatment in real life or just text messages. I appreciate it all. Thank you xx

Till next time 

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#140 Gone

Hey hi hello. I finally found the time or i would say mood to finally blog again. This past one week has been hell of a roller coaster ride for me and i'm finally able to talk about it.

Remember how happy i was on my birthday? Remember how i went on so many holiday trips/staycation with the love of my life? 

My relationship of 20 months has finally come to an end.

Happy? Nah, i wouldn't say i am exactly happy at this point of time but it did give me time to reflect on myself. The one week was really crazy. I went from being really happy to really depressed and i could cry all night long and ended up with a massive headache the day after but all the crying has finally ended and i have accepted everything.

Of course i still love Asy and like what people say, if we're meant to be, we will be. Today's day 8 of my break up and i must say i'm doing pretty well. At least he gave me a doll to hug whenever i'm upset before he left.. Ha ha!

I would like to say thank you to everyone who has been there for me though i'm not the kinda person who likes to talk/reply people when i'm really down. Thank you for all your kind words to me.

Grateful xx

I'm most thankful for Nab despite me pushing her away all the time. She's that one friend who won't sugercoat whatever you need to hear. She would be the bitch who would hurt you with the truth for you to wake up than to continue lying to you.

Can you already imagine what i went through that one week?

To be honest, i don't even know what happened this one week. Everything just flew past me and the first week of november is already over.

Two saturdays ago

This was my last picture taken with Asy when we were still together.

We went down for pulse @ AMK and then to Cathay to have Makisan and to watch Carrie together with my tenpinkidz along with Hetty and Eshut.

And since i was craving for Krispy Kreme but was super lazy to get it, we settled down for other brand of donuts in the end.

Such a waste of money T_T

I could totally get their sugar glazed donuts at breadtalk for $1

We are friends now and hopefully one day we'll get back together. There is no guarantee that that will happen so i'm leaving it all to fate. If we are meant to be then we will be.

The next day i was on morning shift and after work i went to get my KK cravings satisfied with Linda and Syahirah.

We took less than 10 minutes to get our donuts cuz we got into the express queue and i got myself 12 donuts! And i finished at least 6 on my own in a day. 

I've been spending a lot of my time working and if i'm not working, i'll be rotting at home, in my room. I can stay there for hours just sleeping and using my macbook. My life cannot be more boring right now.

Oh and another person i wanna thank is this guy here. Despite only being close for weeks, he has been constantly there to cheer me up and he also surprised me with chocolate when we were on the same shift. Blessed ^.^

I spent one day of the week going out with my family and i'm really thankful for the family time. It kinda made me feel better in a way?

And pardon me for the messy dressing table/room

Grandma says that's one reason why Asy left me. Ha ha ha! I'm really bad with chores and yes i don't make my own bed after i wake up. I don't really cook and even if i do, i don't do my dishes. I don't iron my clothes on my own and every day i just throw my dirty clothes on the floor.

Ok i have accepted the fact that i will never get married.

Definitely not a wife material.....

My bundle of joy/ Source of entertainment

Went to haji lane with my colleagues after closing shift one of the days last week. I don't even keep track of the days anymore...

That was the day i found my love for Stella :3 Ha ha ha!

Last Saturday

Met Asy for lunch @ pepper lunch before he sent me to work.

And if you're asking how do you remain friends with your ex?

I really don't know how to answer you. Lulz

It was Shahrul's last day because he was going to Tekong the following Tues which means by now he is already there!

The colleagues and I went to Haji lane again at night and this time there were more people and it was really fun hanging out with them outside of work. It was funny looking at people get drunk. It's like a sight you'll never see when you are at work.

Too funny!!

The three of us had to take a picture to prove that we did change over the years!!

WHAT WERE WE THINKING 4 YEARS AGO?

With the qt girl

My lingling was there too! Missed hanging out with her or you can say sleeping together! Hahaha she was my sleeping buddy back in Secondary school. If we're not sleeping then we'll be chatting all the way.

xxxx

It was a great night with the colleagues and this saturday would be another epic one. I'm glad i have so many things going on and it is really a good distraction for myself.

Yesterday

Work @ 8.30 - Queensway/Anchorpoint/IKEA - Home

I took cab to everywhere i go because i was too lazy and i wonder why my money is depleting so quickly.

I napped till 7+ before i went out to meet A for dinner after his muay thai class.

So much has been going on in my life and everything is just going down. I really hope everything will get better soon.

To you: You'll always be my baby

xo

Have always wanted to this for our anniversary but too bad i can't so here's a video of us ^_^

http://youtu.be/PSMWij9Lhcg